I (think I) have learned my lesson about just randomly trying for a baby. The likelihood of getting pregnant was so slim that I shouldn’t have even hoped… yet, I did and was incredibly disappointed when I had no reason to take the pregnancy test I had purchased.
So. I’m moving on. He and I
can’t shouldn’t do that again.
I need to wait. I need to do the whole baby thing in the right way. Like, I really don’t care if I’m married. But, I do want to be in a stable relationship. I need that support!
Reality is, my family wouldn’t’ve supported me, especially not when I’m 100% single. And I have few friends. I mean that’s fine, but what about child care and help with getting baby things and transportation to/from the hospital for the birth?! Oh my gosh! Ridiculous!
Moving on… where’s my tatted-up-bad-boy-with-a-heart-of-gold?! 🙂